Just Because It Is Not You.

Feeling, from where it all starts right? Good feeling, Bad feelings, Positive feelings, Negative feelings. These feelings make us human, but you know what is the worst feeling of all? It's not losing something you love. It's not getting hurt. It's not failing. The worst of the feeling of all is when you hide from yourself when your heart is stuffed like a Momo with the excess of garnished onions instead of chicken chunks. You have a lot to share, to express, at times you wanna cry out loud on someone's shoulder but you didn't get one. At times you want to speak out everything which is congesting your heart. Just like water washes out the dirt from the floor, Tears roll out of eyes sometimes carrying all dirt of heart. Sometimes Kitna Kuch Hota hai kehne ko, par koi sunne wala Nahi Hota. Keeping things piled up inside you can actually make you feel a bit heavy as if some weight has been kept on your chest. It's not like you have no friends usually people...

The point is no matter how much you try to behave in the way society has molded you, life will continue to show you ups and downs. We, humans, try hard to act maturely & feel childish at the same time and the irony is we only have designed such lines. The lines which let us behave in a particular way when we are in front of a crowd. I define “The crowd” as the part of society which will be there no matter what to guide you, to console you but most of the time to judge you. Do you remember those “Char log” which were merely introduced to you ever but were used in every family conversation which was meant to make you learn how to behave? Remember those phrase used by our parents “Char logo ko paata chalega to Kaisa lagega?”                                                       Now, when I look back at those “chaar log” or “Sharma Ji” or “K...