Chapter 04: Where was i last night?

There was a fire, no smoke but only the fire. No one else could see it but it was always there. All his life he couldn't figure out what fueled the flame but surely it did grill a piece of meat into the roasted chicken which was ready to get served on any plate.

He surely wanted to measure how high he bounces back but first, he had to strike the ground. He wanted to prove something. Something that was an imaginary concept even for him. All he wanted was to mark his existence. He needed to prove himself. He questioned himself & learn ed about a new "serious side" beneath his body. He explored the meaning of "Love" and realized the feeling of "letting it go".

His brain became dis-functional at times. He struggled between the rightful wrong and unfair just.

He couldn't think of anything. His face looked like the child with sparkling eyes staring at stars on a beautiful night wondering about the path to reach there. He could have achieved anything in the whole world. His talent always paid him. He gets the appreciation also. He was perfect in every aspect but still never tasted what's it's like to be there.

His optimism never let him down but it did separate him from the world. He asked many times "where he lacked?". He stopped as if he was only waiting for the question to arise.

He looked back at his journey. He realized that it wasn't about only one rejection, instead of his entire life. He could have reached up to the point where the magic happens, but what lacked in him that he has to feel like despite being the rightful contender of the crown, gets prohibited to sit on the throne only because he is a bastard son? It all sounded to him like you are Na jaayez for the post. The fire was still there but, it was his positivity that has worked as fuel to push him forward. Against all odds, he wanted to prove to world or rather more to himself that he wasn't a failure.

For times all he required was a little support and a bit of pampering from the one with whom his wavelength matches. His ears were desperate to listen "I believe in you & no matter what I will be beside you forever." And then he did hear something. He heard the sound of traffic with a mixture of alarm tone. The sun was up and he woke up. He woke up & got ready for another day where he has to be with the same faces which always reminds him of something but, there maintaining harmonious relationship was more important than his fairytale based on false expectations...